What A Narsistic Grrl Would Say..

There’s so much I haven’t done in this year, yet it’s about to end. I don’t even have a new year resolution (is it really important to have one?), I guess I’m trying to make the best of everything I do without setting up targets.

I know I’m so damn tired of my boring routine, but hey… to think that my life is a lot better than many other people (yes, there are people who done better than I am). I should be grateful and be better… Why I don’t feel like this is right? hell, I just trying to get by every day of my life.

there are things I regret of doing, yes, I do make mistakes…

I just don’t get it, why is that mistake keep haunting me???? I’ve payed my debts, I’ve done time for my sins… Why the hell is that rift of my beautiful life still lingers??

Double Damn!!! I am scared… I don’t want to face my ghost of the past. I am scared that I might puke or get really sick to face that darn past…

Maybe that will be my new year resolution, kicking out my past ghost!!!

…oh no, it’s just my office shrinking!!!

my God… how do i survive this???