Archive for June, 2007

twisted fate

Friday, June 29th, 2007

I found that purple is my real colour… I love being purple, it doesn’t bored me how people see me or think of me.

last time I cried it’s because I couldn’t find my happy ending, I don’t know whether I’ll ever find my happy ending or not, but I tried to have faith. but I gave up on hopes and dreams… it’s so contradictory I know!! it’s a blind faith, I don’t care… hopes and dreams will only fooled me into false paths

in a strange way, my fate is always twisted. it plays me, it mislead me, it is twisted and entwined me with my real me and my fake me..

I am hateful, I pity those who thinks that I have a good heart… how I have fooled them!

Sunday, June 24th, 2007

I woke up in the middle of the night feeling something had happen…

my heart beat so fast and so hard, I pray to God for your safety… I pray to God that nothing bad happen to you…

instead, it happened to me… I woke up from my years of dream. All I want is to be happy, all I want is some peace in my life