strange feelings
Friday, September 28th, 2007I didn’t expect to have this feelings…
I thought it would only be the same, but I think (maybe) I broke my heart again..
when i saw that picture of him on someone else’s shoulder… now i’m confused!
maybe i should stop when the bond is not strong enough, maybe i should stop now!
but i can’t… he’s so addictive! I can’t take my mind off him… I guess he’ll bore me someday. i mean, c’mon he’s not that exciting, he’s not colourful… he’s just a plain rice…
this whole thing will be over in no time!!! I just know it… I mean we are very much different and we are hundreds of miles away.. he’s just another fling!
when it’s over, i’ll remember this as one of my prized adventure and i will laugh at the feelings i had now.
when it’s over, i will wake up in the world i know and return to the way things are
when it’s over I will be just fine
