just when it get exciting
ugh…
too bad, it has to end when it got so exciting:(
life is not always fair, no? I just need to find other excitements in life… I think i got too addicted in my ‘other’ life and begins to forget my real life…
some how.. it’s not easy to take myself back to reality.. so many pains, so many problems…
but at least I can say, it was a good game! and i really enjoys it… "but its time to go home… it’s getting late and dark outside…" tehehe…
damn it! how i misses wit… no one can ‘amuse’ me like he was… but still all were just a dream… I need to let go and find the real answers in real life 
I kinda feeling sad right now… there’s nothing to look forward anymore… I wish life can be simple, I wish my needs can be so simple… I cant bring myself down to just simple and basic needs. I know that’s what happened when you brought up as a strong and independent man… some times, I wished that I wasnt brought up that way… but most of the times, I feel like I am one of the luckiest people alive.
the more i grow, the more I know that my brain, my mind, my heart are not connected 
- they all have their way of thinking, in a very selfish way too 
